For Fear of Upsetting You

It's strange, at first everything was perfect we had our plan, I had my plan down to a T. Then everything changed everyone fell in Love, including I. The difference is I made a promise and I wasn't backing out on it, and unlike everyone else I had no desire to fall in love and get married right out of high school, nor will I get married any time soon. I made this plans, these promises, and you were okay with the minor addition. I asked you. That's the difference. I ask, I try not to step on toes. I try to be a little considerate of the other people involved, and now this. Everything is just supposed to change, and I'm supposed to be okay with it, you never asked me. The one time we even talked about it, we agreed against it, so now what? Should I break my promise, our plan, just because I know the next few years will be a living hell if I agree. Or should I do what you want, and please you, because contrary to popular belief I am a lot more congenial than most would think. There is just that one time, when you prove how little I actually matter, and then its down hill from there, I lose respect, trust, and hope to salvage anything. Unfortunately that is the road we are on, care to make a detour, a change of destination, anything, or is it still expected to fall in my hands? Am I still expected to fix it and make it all better, make your life perfect, while you have no idea how bad mine is falling apart... again.